My Feel / 我的感想

GAP

2011-08-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

Starting to feel have gap with somebodies, i don't know isit i'm think too much or what, something start to make sense when i think back the memories, we didn't actualy that close that we think of, we didn't actualy that understand with each other from the first place untill now, and we didn't have much things to say with each other either, except for some important things only, this makes no differences with some normal classmates, the fact is, you all are not my classmates either.

When i realise somebody starting to change, starting to realise the real you, the gap between us is starting to get far away, there is nothing i can do about this because this is your real attitude. If this isn't your real attitude then proof me wrong but somehow i doubt that.

The conclusion is, no matter what happens in the future, i'm already prepare to face it. Hope i'm wrong with this...

倒带与彩虹

2011-04-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

你受够了等待，
所以你想离开，
但我手放不开，
我哭着求你留下来，
求你别没收我的爱，
但我终是太晚才明白，
只有彩虹能拉近我与你的倒带。

No more sweet talk!!! (for now)

2011-04-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

After you gave me those sweet talk conversation, i realised how cheap was i, how fool was i back in those days, all the words i spoke last time are nothing but words only, no other meaning. I told myself, reduce my sweet talk and those other unmeaningful words. If possible, action more please, only apply the sweet words after you have a girl friend or wife. Anyway, thanks for the conversation for waking me up, to show me how dump, fool and silly was i back in those days!!!

DAMN!!!

2011-04-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

A LITTLE SORRY WOULD BE VERY APPRECIATE!!! damn, just say go to 1B watch movie is it so hard for you to say?...blame who?...me?...you?...the handphones?...doesn't matter anymore...wish you guys enjoy the movie!

SORRY!!!

2011-03-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

Is it i love you guys too much or not enough?
untill lead me to the path that i have consider to leave you guys..
Is the first time i reject to travel with you guys because, few reasons

1st, i want to earn money instead of using my parents money, yes if we don't travel now maybe we have to wait untill graduation date to travel, but i don't want sacrifice my money just for a travel to penang unless i can earn money myself

2nd. if travel to penang is just 4 of us, then i will strongly consider. but since u ask your friend to join, then i guess i don't have to join anymore because im feel im the extra guy. Each girl have their own partner. So "why need to fix it if it aint broke" or "why still need to add a nail to the building if its stable enough". I hope you guys will truely and deeply understand why i reject you guys invitation and can travel happily without me.

These few days i feel so moody because i don't know how to face you guys after i reject to travel. Once i reject, i scare our gap will be longer and will not get closer anymore.Pretend nothing happen after i reject you guys? not for me, not my style of play but i have to because is the only method to stay with you guys "happily".

Hereby, please allow me to say sorry once again to you guys for not telling the true reason you guys deserve to know, the reason that i reject you guys and being moody. Because once i tell the truth, things will get worst in the future.

烦！！！

2011-02-16T00:11:00.005+08:00

心痛？，不
心酸？，不
烦？，一点点啦
烦什么？
爱情？，不
友情？，差不多啦
为什么？
因为感觉我们有距离感，
而且会越来越远，
有机会跟他们拉近回吗？
我不知道.
你很重视他们？
是
那就做点东西啊！
不能做
为什么？
因为两位女生都有了伴，而那伴，是我朋友
那就好，竟然是朋友就没问题啦！
不，反而就是问题
怎么说呢？
当你约朋友出时，而他们又是情人。当他们在甜蜜时，身为好朋有的你，
舍得打扰他们吗？
那你打算怎样？
可能暂时或以后不会找他们，如果他们找我都要考虑下
That day you said i won't leave you guys, you maybe have reconsider that!!!

再会！！！

2011-02-11T23:54:00.004+08:00

暗恋你很久了，那又怎样？
最后还是没勇气跟你表白，
只好放弃暗恋你，继续我们的友情，
什么理由都好啦，
为了朋友而放弃你，我不适合你或你不适合我，
最后我还是不会和你在一起，
因为我觉得你的心已经想着他，
原你和他会幸福，
再会！！！

Might not, but will

2011-02-09T15:14:00.003+08:00

i might not the perfect guy for you, but i will always be your right guy
i might not often care for you, but i will be there when you need me
i might not be there for you when you happy, but i will be the first to arrive when you sad
i might not talk to you often, but i will always listen your word and heart
i might not give you hope, but i will give you surprise
and most importantly,
i might not be with you forever, but i will love you forever!!!

Wake Up!!!

2010-12-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

wake up mason, wake up
u play enough, enjoy enough, think too much enough,
maybe is time to serious? think so
is time to start chasing and fullfill your dream, your long time dream.
start to focus on some important things.
start to plan something big, something about future
start to make things right, do things right and do the right things
all you have to do is just think a little bit mature, just a little bit only,
and that will lead you the way, your way!!!

吃醋了

2010-10-24T22:50:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么，心还是有点酸酸的，
难道开始真正的吃醋了?
每当想起你们两个，心就会开始不舒服，
我真的很想和你表白，但没勇气，
为了大局为重，只好放在心里或忘记这件事，
我真的很想知道我是不是真的很爱你，
但这已经不重要了，因为你有了他，
我也不想破坏你们的幸福，
只好在你们的后面默默地伤心，默默地哭。
真希望快点忘掉这件事，
继续我的路程。

Feel Down

2010-10-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

你们可能觉得我过得很开心，很简单。
其实在你们错了，是，在你们面前我很傻，
很好笑，几乎每天都跟你们讲笑话，但回到家时或离开学校那一瞬间，
就开始情绪低潮，尤其是这个月。当我听到某些消息是，表面上很开心，
但，心里就伤心的很，唯一能控制我的情绪就是不理，但因为某些原因我不得不理。
每当他有心事时，我一定会抽出时间和他聊天，聊到他想开为止。
每当看到她时，心里很想对她温柔些，但为了他的未来的幸福，只好以顶嘴为称呼
没办法啦，谁叫我没用，没勇气去做某些事。
“竟然推出比赛，只好全心全力帮队友打气，只好希望下一场努力争取表现, 为自己争光"。

Honestly, i don't know how to face you like before i did, how to threat you the way i did.
I can't smile in front of you, can't cry in front of you yet can't hide from you.
All i can do is just pretend, nothing happen. But i don't know how long i can do this.
I really reallu wish i can have a short travel and avoid any of these problems.
Hope the Bonggawan trip will help me open my mind.

Action speak louder than words

2010-10-09T22:38:00.003+08:00

Recently, i finally realised i spoke too much and did so little things.
Like they said, action speaks louder than words,
All these days i only know how to 'talk' yet didn't take any action at all.
One of the example, Love.
I always told my friends i will find this girl, i will threat her like this and like that,
but those are just words, without action those words are nothing but rubbish.
I admire few girls before but due to my selfish thinking, those girls had found their prince.
My heart full with regret and sadness.
I can't blame anyone because i didn't take any action and not even at least try at all.
All this things happen because i spoke too much.
So, i wish the next girl that i admire i will take action first, words later.

To someone, please don't give up

2010-05-25T00:07:00.002+08:00

Day by day pass by,
the string start to get stronger and tighter,
nobidy know how to hard to cut it and nobody will,
only the 2 owners of the string know how,
as days pass longer,
1 of the owner want to cut it because only the owner know why,
but the other owner don't wish to cut it and wish to continue that way
so the other owner choose to stay, for now.
Now, i wish the 2 owner will try everything to make the string more stronger and more tighter,
and don't have the will to cut it.
Gambateh both of you.

Please don't make it happen

2010-05-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

I feel something will gonna happen,
something that i never wish to happen in my life,
because if it happens, a tragedy will happen at the same time,
so, i wish that thing just stay thay way,
nothing more, nothing less, just like that.
maybe i think too much, i think it is
therefore, for the last time,
i wish that thing will never happen, ever.

Don't fence for win, fence for the right way

2010-05-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

Today is the 1st day i train with Adam. I feel very pleased because i learnt so many things from him. Especialy the marshe, jump, lunge. Is a new trick for me. But i still can't catch the proper method to do it. Altough very tired, i get used to it these feeling already.

When i'm think i'm a bit better on the footwork, actually i don't. Why? Because when i 'sparing' with Kimberly, she said i had so many mistake. I very nervous, especialy my footwork, not good enough. She told me don't think about win, think about your basic, becase winning is built by basic. And, i agreed with her, why? because she has more experience than me of course. In chinese there's a phrase, 不听老人言，吃亏在眼前。Meaning if you don't hear a word from 'an old folk' you will regret. And i don't want to be those person. So i must listen every advice that she or other profesional guys give me. And do it as they say. Therefore, winning or losing is not a matter for me to concern for now, is the matter of how i use the thenique with the right way.

So, my advice for myself, 'DON'T FENCE FOR WIN, FENCE FOR THE RIGHT WAY'

Feel Down

2010-05-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

May 8th,

Today is my 6th day of training, got any improvement?
i think so, at least i didn't feel fatigue compare to last time,
but overall i still have many weakness need to improve,
my footwork, my strenght, the strategic of the game, and the list goes on.
Today i feel a bit down after the 'sparing' process,
maybe because i'm lost to other fencers,
i feel sorry to my friends like adam, edwin, amanda and jason,
they gave me a lots of good advice but i still lost the game,
i let them down, the only way to repay them is to improve my game or in other words, win the game.
losing will only make my hunger bigger, hunger for more training, and hunger for more wins.
I'm 21 now, consider old for an athlete,
so, i have to push myself because i wish i can represent sabah or malaysia for fencing.
Laura said pushing will get myself injured but, i don't have any choice.
So, i really wish my effort that put on fencing will get the result that i wish for.
Please...

Kiss-Because I'm a Girl

2010-04-23T14:48:00.003+08:00

There are millions of songs in this world, can you choose which is your favourite song?...
When you choose it, can you guarantee the song that you choose is your all time favourite song?
Well, i don't you all but for me, i choose my favourite song depend on my feeling and the song,
If my feeling can mix with the song, then is my favourite song.
The feeling i talking about here is when i'm down (really sad), then i discover this song on youtube, really nice (damn nice). The song i talking about is Kiss-Because I'm a Girl

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego

sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

Happy Birthday "Pig Mama"

2010-02-25T03:55:00.008+08:00

As days pass by....
I still cant let u go from my heart after i put all my effort to love you last time,
As they said, first love is the hardest to forget,
But i already get use to it by not falling in love with you...again
all i can do is protect you silently from the back,
wishing you to be a good person every day,
wishing you to be an independant girl,
don't count on those usless boys of yours that you so called 'boyfriend'
If you let me to do so, i wish i can change you to be a good person with my own bare hands

So at last, i wish you a happy 19th birthday, Christine

the important of money these days

2010-02-20T01:07:00.004+08:00

Girlfriend? No, definitely no for me (for now)
Why? because not enough money that's why.
without money, i cant spend my girl,
watch movie,
candle light dinner,
birthday present,
valentine's day present,
flower,
chocolate,
clothes and many more.
Maybe some of you wont agree with me coz,
most of you will think girlfriend is chase by heart not money,
yeah but your girlfriend also have to eat right?
Therefore, to maintain the love relationship,
communication and money are the main thing,
without these two, you can forget about having girlfriend.

funny fencing poem

2010-01-18T01:04:00.004+08:00

Fencing fencing fencing,
just like other sports is all about training,
but for me is all about winning,
so i have money go to shopping.

give up on you

2010-01-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

haiz...i feel so dissapointed on you...i try to forgive you many times but you still didn't appreciate it...because you didn't change a little bit altough you did said u changed...i start to give up on you...maybe i should follow my brain more than my heart....don't blame me....because it is you who make me do this...

Perfect Girl

2009-12-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

preparing some important things,
waiting the right timing,
to find the perfect girl,
before i leave this world.

再见

2009-12-18T13:16:00.003+08:00

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记

记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆

记得要忘记忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记

Goodbye, my past

2009-12-09T01:34:00.003+08:00

The past i really have to let it go,
so i can continue my future road,
along my journey i also need to drop smething if i have to,
so i can travel comfortabaly,
no matter which road i choose,
im sure the road will lead me to the place that where i should be,
is just the matter of the enviroment surrounding the road,
is hard to say goodbye to my past but i have to,
travel with pain , tears and faith is th only thing that i can do,
coz i have to continue to travel no matter what happen,

Goodbye! my past and forgive me!

Forgive

2009-11-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hehe, recently dont't know feel a bit 开朗，feel want to say sorry to some friends and forgive them. Well, i did. Example?

1. today meet a friend in somewhere else, at some distance, i can recognise his voice and his looks at the back. The first thing i do is say hi to him with a smile and the feel is so good. and he also reply me back with a smile. i think he know that i don't so mind much already about 'something'

2. i forgive a girl that she did something 'bad' to me. It cant be denied that time my heart feel very pain that time but, as time goes by, i don't want to care that 'thing' very much because
i feel there are some important things for me to do other than that. So i choose to forgive her. Plus she not mature enough think wisely.

So as a gentleman, never fight with a girl.

Open Blog

2009-11-14T23:28:00.001+08:00

After much of consideration, i decide to open my blog to public....feel free to come in...and leave some comment if possible...Thank You!!!

Mix feelings

2009-11-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

Its been a while i din't write my blog. Now, Im gonna share some of my feelings and experience from the past few months at KK.

The first thing im gonna share is, i don't know isit im lucky or what, i can be friend with Jotun's owner's son and he is Gideon. Altough he is rich, but he din buy any brand shirts or brand shoes or brand computers, juz act like a normal kid with a normal family. I guarantee they are the first rich family that pretend not to be rich that i ever saw in my entire life. He offer me to stay in his house also and i feel very grateful. Thanks Gideon.

The second thing is a girl name Claire. She very kind and friendly. She willing to fetch me go to outside to eat and play. She's a nice girl also. Too nice till i don't dare to threat her very badly. Today i plan to take taxi to airport but she insist she want to fetch me to airport so i accept the offer. I can't belive i can met a girl like her. Threat a friend so nice. Thanks Claire.

That's all from me.

New Poem

2009-10-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

In this world there are many view,
make me always looking for something new,
until the day that i met you,
makes me want to say i love you,
you are the only one i knew

Sorry Poem for you

2009-10-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

Sending you my care,
Owe you my respect,
Rethink my mistake,
Ready and prepapre,
You are the only one i care.

Only you in my mind

2009-09-29T22:44:00.004+08:00

Before i met you,
there are thousands of girls in front of my eyes...
But after i've met you,
only you appear in my mind...
except you,
i cant think of any other girls

感想

2009-09-24T00:25:00.002+08:00

当你和我一起时，
我不想你做我的女朋友，我只想你做回你自己。
因为做回自己才是最开心的，不需要隐藏自己来配合对方。

我另愿你生气我，恨我，打我，骂我，笑我。
终好过你不理我。

Last day at tawau

2009-08-28T23:09:00.006+08:00

Today, 28th August 2009, is my last day at Tawau
since my form 6 graduation, i've sty in Tawau for about 8 months and made me very boring
i regret for my early resignation in hotel emas, if i didn't, i can gain a bit more working experience and a bit more money, but i already did, nothing that i can do.

After 3 days of packing, tonight i finaly finish it, i have to use 2 lugage bag to fill all my things, kinda many huh?
At first i wish i can study Hotel Management at UMS, since i cant so i turn my attention to Inti College study Business Administration(better than nothing

29th August 2009 will be a new chapter in my life(hope so)
So, goodbye tawau friends, see u all after 2 months!

Name Poem 2

2009-08-17T22:45:00.004+08:00

Having you in my life,
Is the best girl i ever like,
Every time i see your eyes,
Will remind me that you are my wife.

Missing the moment that you with me,
Accomplish our goal of one, two, three,
Nobody but me will set you free.

Say i love you to you
Hope i wont get kill
Everlasting love is my only will
Nothing is more important but the bill

Name Poem

2009-08-02T22:41:00.007+08:00

Many days pass by,
As i still stand by your side,
Support you and be your light,
Only you will be my bride,
None other than me will be your mr right.

The Three Simple Words

2009-07-26T00:25:00.005+08:00

I LOVE YOU!!!

these three simple words,
altough is simple, cant simply say it.
even if you want to say it, do you have the courage?
just three simple words can make a man think again and again
a man rather say thousand of words to describe he love her rather than the three words
but woman only want to hear three simple words
how many man in this world have the courage to say these three words to a girl?
a few i think, and im sure im not in that amount.
i wish i have the chance to say it but...到时候才算吧！

江山易改，本性难移

2009-07-10T15:57:00.002+08:00

江山易改，本性难移
所作所为，都是多余
因为，
永远改变不了狮子吃肉的事实
就算你改变的了，
也只是短期性，将来还是会吃回肉
这就是所为，本性难移

What to do?

2009-06-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

what should i do to get your attention?
what should i do to make you happy?
what should i do to cheer you up when you sad?
Where should i go when we go out together?
What present should i give when your birthhday comes?
which topic should i choose when we talk?
What kind of gift should i give you when Valentines day?
what should i do to keep our relationship?
what should i do to make you love me?
and most importantly,
what should i do to get your heart?

back to your heart

2009-06-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

Its not that I cant live without you
Its just that I dont even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasnt such a fool
Right now Id be holding you
Theres nothin that I wouldnt do
Baby if I only knew

The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I dont know how it got so crazy
But Ill do anything to set things right
cause your love is so amazing
Baby youre the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

Give me one more chance, to give my love to you
cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
Tell me

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

You

2009-06-10T15:46:00.003+08:00

my eyes could see you
my breath could sense you
my heart could feel you
i knew i loved you
before i met you...

Problem

2009-06-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

when you smile,
there are millions people can smile with you,
but when you cry,
you cant even find one person to cry with you
but, there always a person there to cheer you up
stand beside you to help you
as long as you share your problem with your true friend or
a good listener friend,
your problem will be solve.

回亿

2009-05-20T16:02:00.002+08:00

最近，
听了那些久歌，
那些当年的回亿回来了，
好想念那些回亿，
那些甜美的回亿，
一边听，一边想，
感觉真舒服，
所有压力，通苦，悲哀，
都没了，
虽然只是那短短的时间，
对我来说已经足够了，

废话寺

2009-05-20T12:41:00.002+08:00

废话一大堆，
所以没人追，
只好把自己罐醉，
把所有记忆粉粹。

你骗我的友谊，
我不介亿，
你也不需要觉得对不起，
只好把你忘记，
消除所有回亿。

A funny birthdy poem for 1 of my best friend

2009-05-17T14:13:00.005+08:00

Is a special day on 17th of May,
because is one of my best friend birthday,
her favourite present so hard to find,
so no present for her hope she don't mind.

I have known her quite a while,
When she talk, she make me smile,
A special friend i will always keep,
inside in my heart of deep.

close your eyes, make a wish,
wish you wont wash all the dish,
forgive me if i'm write anything wrong,
So in the end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY WONG

My First Love Poem

2009-05-16T01:00:00.004+08:00

i rather tell all the lie,
if you ask me why,
because i don't want to make you cry.

between you and me,
is not about money,
is not about glory,
is all about happy.

for the one i care,
for the love we share,
i always there for you,
whatever it is, i'll help you through.

my love for you, you may not see,
but my love for you, will always be.

Man and women differences

2009-05-14T01:22:00.002+08:00

The following post is copy from a website...quite funny and meaningful...n more to come

男人逛公司，是要買下他想買的東西。
女人逛公司，是要看看她還有甚麼東西可以買下。

女人一直擔心將來，直至她找到老公。
男人從不擔心將來，直至他找到老婆。

男人願意付雙倍價錢買他想要的東西。
女人往往付一半價錢買她根本不需要的東西。

成功的男人，要賺到比女人花得更多的金錢。
成功的女人，總是能夠找到一個這樣的男人。

想看清楚一個女人的真面目，要在女人卸妝之後。
想看清楚一個男人的真面目，要在大家分手之後…

女人總是希望自己成為男人的最後一個女人。
男人卻希望自己是女人的第一個男人。

聰明的女人，會希望嫁給一個愛她的男人。
愚蠢的男人，卻以為會娶到一個愛他的女人…

MP4 乜野系恋爱

2009-05-06T17:11:00.001+08:00

I know this song is old but i like it very much, no doubt

Achmed The Dead Terrorist

2009-05-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

Damn Funny...

Tough Decision

2009-05-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

If you know one of your closes friend stole your money amount RM600, what will you do? Here are some choices for you

No.1 Report to the police to catch your friend and take back your money. But you mayb lost the friendship

No.2 Don't report to the police and ask him/her gives back the money and pretend nothing happen. But you will lost your trust on him and mayb one day will lost the friendship.

So, what choices are you choose?

Hang with friends

2009-05-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hey,
if you ask your friend come out for movies,
have you ever think he/she already see that movie?
well, i bet you all not.

When my friend ask me go out for movies,
i just say yes to them eventough i already watch that movie,
When they ask me did i watch that movie before, i just say no,
i done this many times.
the last time i did this was watch the X-Men Wolverine at the cinema
the point is not about the movie,
is about spend some time to hang with your friends

is kinda funny i write this blog
because i don't have anything to write in these few days

Tonigt i wanna cry

2009-04-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

Alone in this house again tonight,
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine,
there's picture of you and i on the walls around me,
the way that it was and could have been surrounds me,
i'll never get over you walkin away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show,
And i thought that bein strong meant never losin yourself control
but im just drunk enough to let got of my pain
to held with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes,
Tonight i wanna cry

By Keith Urban

Picture of my day dreaming...Valentines Day

2009-04-11T20:54:00.011+08:00

Valentines Day....1 of the most important days for those couples

<<<...lovely isn't it

When that day arrives, first,i will bring her to cinema to watch movies...i don't know this is traditional or what, i just follow what those couples do only

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Secondly, bring her to a restaurant that have beaches...the reason is the following picture...

it is because more romantic...hear the sound of the ocean...feel the wind...enjoy the view...

<<< so special and cute

holding her hands...

Hug her and enjoy the romantic sunset

1 of the most important thing in the valentines Day...Flowers...

i will give her red roses...if im rich....100 roses for her no problem for me

since Valentines day must have flowers and chocolate...that means i must give her chocolate too..but i wont give her chocolate sweet...i will order a chocolate cake for her coz more 'mature' maybe...

Picture of my day dreaming..The Wedding

2009-04-09T23:12:00.015+08:00

Ok everyone...since i like to day dreaming...why dont i post it all those dreams in my blog since those dreams are very, and i mean very hard to success...

Well, here the 1st one...

Since my friend said she want to marry a 外国人, then i also marry a 外国人 la...and that is a japanese girl...'kawai neh'...

i choose japanese girl coz i think thy very loyal to their husband and know how to take care of their family.

I will choose Paris as my wedding location coz Paris, is the most romantic place in the world...

and if possible, i will ask her marry to me at a paris restaurant in a romantic atmosphere

Here is how's the wedding church looks like...

grand and romantic isn't it?

And this is the most important thing of the wedding...
A Diamond Ring

this is the ring i use to propose to her...

this is the ring that we will wear it together and forever

i think this is how we look like when the wedding...hmm...

wedding cake....

if possible, the cake must vanila flavour with white cream and with some red roses or ribbon around it...

The last 1, the wedding car...

if possible, red colour...

Finished...any comment?

Hate myself

2009-04-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

每次想回我做过的傻事，
我真是很想拿一个沙包大大力的打，
但最后只是轻轻的打墙壁，
因为我真的原谅不到我自己，
我知道接下来我不因该说出这句话，
但我已经忍了很久了，
我很想在这里说，
“我恨以前的我”

Free Man

2009-03-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

Well,
start from this day, i'm a free man for at least 4 weeks
after that, need to continue my study journey.
I spent the last 3 months working at Hotel Emas as House Care Assistant,
and, i enjoyed every second of it
i've gain some experience from there and hope will help me on the future.
I really wish i can go to UMS and study hotel management...

特别日子

2009-03-23T16:31:00.003+08:00

Today's feeling very strange,
coz the feeling is different than any other day,
特别开心，
mayb is my birthday.
And, today got a new member come in to our housecare department.
Her name is Nicol, she stay at there for 2 weeks only for her practical,
she said hotel management very hard to study but still can manage to finish it.
i gt a bit scared whn i heard she said tht, but i will face it coz i dun hv other choices of courses already.

the conclusion is, i don't know either is my birthday or that gal Nicol that made me happy today,
特别开郎，特别努力工作.
Hmm..mayb both that made me happy...
And i want to take this opportunity to thanks all my family and friends for the wishes...appreciate it...

INTI or UMS?

2009-03-22T20:22:00.004+08:00

Sorry everyone for din't post any blog for a moment
because recently i don't have anything to write and
even have 1, i don't know how to write it out.
mayb is my result that made me don't have mood to write
my STPM result are not that good, GPA 1.92 only
don't know can get in to SABAH UNIVERSITY or not
nobody to blame but myself, coz din't study history paper more harder
if SABAH U cant get in, college is my only choice
and INTI is the best choice for me.
hotel management is my first choice of courses, tha's why i work in hotel emas.
my friend ask me why must at sabah only, cant at other places?
i answer thm, because 我不熟西马的地方，还有不习惯那边的生活。
所以亚比是我维一的选择

我想五月尾，所有的问题就可以绝决。

Porridge or Rice?

2009-03-09T20:09:00.003+08:00

Well,
tomorrow will decide to eat porridge or rice in the future if you know what i mean,
last time all my friends ask me will nervous or not when the result comes out,
and i said no to them,
but i do nervous when the result comes out tomorrow,
the funny thing is, i dont want to go tomorrow,
why?
because i want to see the newspaper first whether got my picture or name or not,
if does, then is good news for me,
if doesn't, then i know what kind of result i have and i will be ready to face it,
funny right?

Please forgive me

2009-02-26T11:29:00.003+08:00

it's been 3 or 4 years since the last time we talk...
i don't know you still remember that thing or not but i do...
i feel very sorry what i've done to you that time...
i just wish you can forgive me and be friends forever...
i don't want any awkward feeling when we meet one day...
my friend ask me to chase you back & they still believe that i still love you...
but when i ask myself, i don't know...
now i just wish you can forgive me and be friends together like last time...

RED moment

2009-02-23T22:35:00.004+08:00

Can you imagine a boy like me,
who make his hair stylish,
colored his hair in RED,
wear a RED frame spectacle,
wear a RED t shirt with a white jacket or
white t shirt with a RED jacket,
along with a jeans,
a pair of white colour with RED stripes shoes,
and my favourite part,
holding a RED HOT girl's hand along with me

I cant wait this moment to come,
i feel very exciting when i dream about this everytime

It's time...

2009-02-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Over the past,
i've been living in the shadow of others,
no self confidence, no courage, no nothing
those darkness life i had enough
it's time for me to choose a better path
a path that will make my friends and myself happier
the only way to that path is to change myself
no matter physically or mentally

A meaningfull sentence

2009-02-07T00:41:00.004+08:00

Recently i saw a mail..a very meaningful mail, it inspire me, so i decide to post it on my blog to share with everyone
There are ten meaningful sentences
1st,
There's dont have 100% person, only have 50% between the couple
2nd,
the more you sacrafice, the more you get, but the harder you fall
3rd,
If a person want to argue with you, that is the person that really loves you
4th,
sometimes is not he/she don't care about you, is just you think too much about him/her
5th,
if there's a distance between you and her/him, you can protect yourself, but you will forever alone
6th,
If there's a 1000 steps between us, you just have to step 1 step out, and the rest 999 steps just leave it to me
7th,
he/she very happy because you sad, is your enemy
he/she very happy because you happy, is your friend
he/she very sad because you sad, is the person that you have to put in your heart
8th,
even is believe, there's a 'lie' word in the middle
9th,
a true friend is not the matter of the endless chat topic, is the matter of even when you dont have any topic to chat with him/her, you still feel comfortable
10th,
a friend is that you can see through his/her heart, and he/she will like you too

Change

2009-02-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

Well, i change my blog from black to red and white.
Why?, because recently i just realise black colour isn't my lucky colour and it makes me very 'down'.
So i change to red and white.
Red symbolyse energetic and white symbolyse happy? i guess

So, if you have any opinion about my new look blog,
feel free to leave some comment on the cbox or write in my 'present'
For more details please call 0168299431

When..

2009-02-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

when you run very fast, slow down a bit, so you can see what is going on around you
when you walk very slow, rush a bit so your life will be meaningful
when you think you very clever, actualy you very stupid
when you not in a good mood, there always hv friends for you to share your problem
last but not least
when all the doors closed, there's always a window open for you

For You...

2009-01-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

i eat so little...so you can eat more
i like to be cool...so you can say your problem & i can listen it well
i want to choose money first...so in the future you no need to work so hard
i want you to die earlier than me...so you no need suffer all the pain in earth & be happy in heaven...let me suffer all the pain for you
i want you love me a little only...so i can love you more

Love,
Mason

I...Just

2009-01-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

I dont scare of anything, just scare you don't talk to me

I know how to do everything, just don't know how to entertain you & make you happy

I don't want anything, just want you to be happy

CHINESE NEW YEAR

2009-01-29T20:56:00.004+08:00

Yo...last few weeks din post any blog coz busy to work & busy prepare for chinese new year activities...so sorry...

Chinese New Year is a very important festival to all chinese people to all over the world. They take this oportunity to start a new life & TRY to forget all the bad memories...All people will celebrate with joy & happiness, especially the kids, they can buy new shirt, shoes & other things to wear & buy other new things to use, and most importantly for the kids, they can get ANGPAU from their relatives and friends

Well, since is new year, then i should set new target for myself,

1st. COLORING MY HAIR IN RED (DONE)

2nd HOPE CAN GET A GOOD STPM RESULT THAT CAN GET ME STUDY IN THE UMS

3rd HOPE CAN STUDY THE SUBJECT THAT I WANT, AND THAT IS
HOTEL MANANGEMENT

Hope i can archieve this three target this year...WISH ME LUCK!!!

勾通

2008-12-25T23:38:00.007+08:00

勾通，
对爱情是很重要的，
因为单单这两个字，能决定两个人的未来
无论是一见钟情，还是青梅竹马，
只要勾通得来，感情就会慢慢发展
或者，如果两个人分离得很远，只要保持勾通，那么风雨雷打都分离不到他们，
就算一对情女住在同一间屋，如果不保持勾通，感情就会变淡。
如果不尽快决绝，分手是迟早的事。

如果上面有哪句话是得罪你们的，尤其是情女，小弟先说声对不起
如果要‘骂’我，就写在我的 present 那边吧！

还有，小弟在此祝福大家圣诞节快乐！！！．．．
ＭＥＲＲＹ　ＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳＴ！！！

我没变过

2008-12-14T22:41:00.005+08:00

你说我开始变了？
你错了，
我根本没变过。
我还是那么喜欢和西瓜汁，鸡扒和红色。
刚才喝木瓜汁是因为要试下另一种口味，做个比较。
喝了才知道原来西瓜汁才适合我。

为何必要对女子好

2008-12-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

很久以前，神发明了一个人。这个人是男的。因为神认为男生可以做很多东西，可以把地球发展。但是一位男生的力量是有限的，所以神需要更多的男生把地球发展。在同一时间，神要他们自己独立，自己去繁殖更多的男生。但，单靠一位男生是不能繁殖的。所以呢，神就发明了女生。这位女生的工作呢，就是帮那位男生繁殖人类，照顾幼儿。

对，没错。女生的工作就是那两样而已，繁殖人类和照顾幼儿。但，那是以前。
现在呢，女生的工作多的是，做工，煮饭，做家务，照顾孩子和其他东西因为多到说不完。
而男生呢，做工回来就只是坐在一旁看报纸，等饭吃。男生至少可以帮忙开饭和洗碗吗。江简单的工作都不可以帮吗？

还有，你们认为，什么感觉是最痛？失恋？，自杀？，失去最珍贵的东西？。我敢说，那种痛，都不如女子生孩子的时候那种痛。因为女子生孩子的时候是最痛得一刻，虽然很痛，但女生还是坚持地把孩子生下来。男生是永远无法知道和感觉那种痛苦。

所以我希望各位男生对女子好一点，不要乱打，不要乱骂。珍惜她们对你所做的一切那就已经很足够了。

To My Fren...'SKULL'

2008-12-02T23:34:00.003+08:00

clocks are ticking,
days are passing,
so do my frens are leaving,
well, leaving is not a bad thing,
thy leave coz wan to chase their dream or do other things,
better thn stay at home feel boring.

1 of my frens are moving,
from tawau to bidor(somewhere in Ipoh)
because she born there
her best fren wan to make a party for her b4 she leaves,
but cant coz her best fren go to kk ledi
so the only thing i can do now is write something abt her
as my last gift for her as a fren

Well,
she very active but sometimes very quite
like chocolate very much
likes dogs
like to watch movies
very cool
like to hear classic songs, especialy love songs

tht's all i know,
hope she dun mind i knw too little abt her

TAKE CARE!!!...PEACE!!!

A very funny 'poem'

2008-11-09T01:08:00.005+08:00

A boy call Denni,
Fall in love with a gal call Dydy,
I feel very funny,
But they take it seriously,
Din come easily,
But broke very quickly,
All they left is just memory.

A boy call Jacky,
very funny & friendly,
likes to talk many
so he has lots of buddy
he has a brother call Jeffery,
also very funny,
so has many 'Fansy'

Everyday have to stay at home study
until my head feel dizzy
make me cant go to watch movie
because ask by mommy
if not later she will angry

A friend call Yiyi
very similar to me
because we have the same hobby
and we both also dont like history

No matter / 无论

2008-10-28T19:24:00.007+08:00

No matter how big the rain falls on me, it does not compare to your tears that drops in front of me

无论一场雨下多大在我头上，都比不上你的一滴泪掉在我面前

No matter how my friends make me happy, it does not compare to a simple smile from you that make me better

无论我的朋友怎样抖我开心，都比不上你的一个简单的微笑使我安心

No matter how many girls that i met, it does not compare the first time that we met

无论我跟多少个女子相见，都比不上我和你的第一次遇见

No matter how many girls i been with before, it does not compare the first love that we been through before

无论我跟过多少个女子交往，都比不上我和你的第一次真爱

No matter which girl i kiss, it does not compare the first kiss that me & you did before

无论我跟哪一个女子接吻，都比不上我和你的第一次初吻

Today's activites

2008-10-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，在两个月之内，我已经post了20个blog，而且大部分都是关于爱情的，为什么会这样呢？因为，除了足球之外，爱情是我第二个最喜欢谈的话题。但这次的post不是关于爱情哦，post的多爱情blog会使你们觉得闷，所以这次post特别点的blog吧，hmm, 就写今天的故事吧！
Haiz, 今天原本可以睡迟点，因为不用去学校虽然有上课，但我已经答应了我表哥陪他吃早餐，所以被逼早醒啦，吃早餐前要送我表哥的姐姐，也就是我表姐，去机场。而且我表姐是SMSP的老师哦，给她知道我逃课觉得有点不好意思，hehe。好啦，去了机场然后去吃早餐啦，去斗湖最出名的大排挡吃‘隆底米粉’。他说很好吃，我就觉得还可以啦。早餐后，就去一个特别的地方，那就是我学校，smsp, 因为我表姐是smsp的老师，所以她的车有smsp的sticker, 所以我们就可以架进去学校，但只是绕一圈，因为我不想被我同学看到我，然后回家。下午一点中去bus station载我哥哥,他说要载他去很多地方，我以为只是一两个，我就不介意。谁知道，要从东载他去西，然后南，然后北，然后又回去东。在路上一值骂我，‘不要架酱快’，什么吗，载他还要被他骂，我不是他的司机呀。Haiz, 如果是我女朋友我就不介意，你是我哥哥呀，也要体谅下你弟弟吧，4点左右才能回到家，累死我了。原本晚上plan了跟表哥出，但他零时说cancel了，只好乖乖在家玩电脑，看戏，上网，聊天。好啦，故事到此结束。

不求，只求

2008-10-17T09:57:00.003+08:00

不求天长地久或曾经拥有，只求真爱
不求关心或安慰，只求真心
不求理会或陪伴，只求认同
不求财富或金银，只求幸福
不求输赢或光荣，只求过程

No mood & 没感觉

2008-10-15T23:12:00.004+08:00

Recently i dont know why i feel nothing,
watch funny movie will not laugh,
horror movie will not scare,
watch love movie will not sad or touch,
whatever i do,
whatever movie i watch,
whatever song i hear, even hear my favourite love songs,
i feel nothing.
我的感觉就像一条直线，不会高，也不会底
很像缺少了一些东西，但不知是什么
难道要回去我以前的世界？
没感觉的世界
I dont want to go back,
coz its not easy for me to get rid those kind of 'feelingless' life
dont have mood to study,
dont have mood to play games,
even my favourite football games also dont have mood to play
just 发呆 in front of the computer only
我到底缺少了什么？

爱与喜欢

2008-10-07T16:53:00.003+08:00

有人说，爱与喜欢是不一样的，不同的，这我也赞同。
爱是真心的，不想失去，只想拥有。
喜欢是短期的，失去也不会后悔，不会伤心。
也有人说，爱是双倍的喜欢，喜欢是少少的爱。
当我‘研究’这句话时，不知不觉给我‘研究’到，喜欢可以变成爱，爱可以变成喜欢

EXAMPLE
喜欢=1
爱=2

‘爱是双倍的喜欢’喜欢+喜欢=爱（1+1=2）也就是说，如果喜欢一个人长久，不知不觉会变成爱，而不是喜欢两个人就等于爱一个人

‘喜欢是少少的爱’爱-喜欢=喜欢（2-1=1)也就是说，如果没兴趣爱一个人了，就会变成喜欢。

Kelly Wong

2008-10-03T23:45:00.003+08:00

各位读者，各位朋友，
大家晚上好，
又是我写部落个时候啦，
今天我要写的题目是，Kelly Wong。
Kelly Wong 是一位普通女子，
但对我来说，她是一位稀有的女子。
她是我的好朋友。
初中三开始认识她，但要到初中四才熟。
她说她很怕跟我说话，因为那时候我很静，很少说话。
但当我们熟了，就很多话讲，蛮谈得来，
她的大部分心事都跟我讲。
为何我说她稀有呢？，
因为她是一位非常非常开朗的女子，常常做中间人，被人家骂就忍在心里。
相她酱的人是很少见
我们有一段时期冷战，但最后还是好回了。
能拥有相他这位朋友是我的福气，
如果我不认她是朋友我还是人吗？

足球

2008-09-30T17:49:00.009+08:00

朋友说我是个很简单的人，因为他们觉得我是一个对要求不高的人。是的，我承认这点。无论是吃的，穿的，用的，架的，都是普普通通的，不会太cheap,也不会太贵。但有一间事情我对它的要求是很高的，那就是足球。无论是足球电脑游戏，友谊赛，或比赛，我都一定要尽力地去玩，尽力的去赢，不可以随随便便。如果连足球都没要求的话，那就表示我是世界上最普通，最间单的人了。当我生气，伤心，或闷时，除了跟朋友聊天，足球是另一个朋友能让我开心，解闷和觉得平静。成为一位足球员是我的梦想，但家人不同意，但这不表示我会放弃我的梦想，我会追求下去，就算做不到足球员，也可以做其它关于足球的东西，为我的梦想而活，至到我去世为止。如果跟朋友吵架，我会让他赢，但如果关于足球，我就一定会跟他吵到底。

以下是我最喜欢的足球队，足球员，和足球游戏

Ryan Giggs Cristiano Ronaldo

这两位是我最喜欢的球员

Manchester United

我最喜欢的足球队

Football Manager

最爱的足球游戏

一个难做的决定

2008-09-25T19:49:00.005+08:00

日子一天一天的过，STPM也一天一天的靠近。

奇怪的是，心里不是烦着STPM, 而是但心一位朋友

一天晚上，她说她爱一个人，我就问是谁，哪个男人那么辛副？
她不说，问长问短她都不说。
最后我跟她交换条件，她才肯说出来。
原来是那位男生，我觉得不惊呀，
因为当初我觉得他们两人满配的，可以说是天生一对。
当初我只是随便讲，想不到她真的喜欢他
我真的很想让那位男生知道你喜欢他，但是你不让我做，只好装傻啦
如果我跟他讲，你肯定跟我翻面或杀掉我。
爱他但没勇气跟他表白，帮你，你也不要。
可惜，真可惜。
我多希望你们两个能在一起。

好啦，第二个故事
当初有人问我你们两个是不是在恋爱，我就说不是，
但我又看到你们两个总是在一起，
我问你有没有这样的事情，你说没有，只是误会一场
但男的不是酱说哦，他说她爱你
当他跟你表白时，你距决他因为某些原因
但男的跟我说他不会就这样的放弃
最后你还是接受他，给他一次机会
因为你说他可以照顾你，很疼你
竟然你给机会他，为何不给当初你爱的男人一次机会和给你自己一次机会呢？
你说你让爱你的男人尝试，为何不让自己尝试跟你爱的人一起呢？
你说过，如果合不来可以分阿
但你怕分了就没朋友做，
我敢担保，你爱的那位男人不是酱的男人，但爱你的男人我就不知啦
最后你还是选了爱你的男人，只好尊敬你的决定和支持你
希望你没做错决定吧！

TAG

2008-09-19T20:20:00.011+08:00

幸福套餐ˇ 開始囉！！ˇˇ
『』幸福套餐ＮＯ．１
『』０１ˇ你的綽號：Mason, Ah Boy, Happy March Baby
『』０２ˇ年齡：19
『』０３ˇ生ㄖ：23/3/1989
『』０４ˇ星座：Aries
『』０５ˇ興趣：足球
『』０６ˇ專長：帮朋友download戏

幸福套餐ＮＯ．２
『』０１ˇ你（妳）有沒有喜歡的人? ：喜歡的有好多，但爱的暂时没有
『』０２ˇ是否在交往? ：没有
『』０３ˇ現在幸福嗎? : 当然啦
『』０４ˇ如果上天給你（妳）勇氣　最想做什麼事? ：跟我最爱的人表白
『』０５ˇ如果有天妳（你）愛的人跟你告白的話? ：一定会接受

套餐ＮＯ．３
『』０１ˇ點你的人是：Jianizz 和 Kimz
『』０２ˇ她是你（妳）的：朋友
『』０３ˇ她的個性：女的-有个性, sporting, .. 男的-浪漫，好笑, 好心 ...
『』０４ˇ認識她多久：两年
『』０５ˇ妳（你）覺得她怎樣 : 两个都很好和好笑
『』０６ˇ你（妳）想對她說什麼：女的-祝你的愿望实现.. 男的-如果真的爱他就耐心的等待

『』幸福套餐ＮＯ．４
『』０１ˇ最愛的節目：足球
『』０２ˇ最愛的音樂：乜野系恋爱(MP4)，爱情的，开心的，RAP, R&B
『』０３ˇ最愛的季節：春天
『』０４ˇ最愛的卡通：好多，不知要说哪一个
『』０５ˇ最愛的人：家人, cousins, friends
『』０６ˇ最愛的顏色：红色
『』０７ˇ最愛的國家：英国
『』０８ˇ最愛的天氣：阴天

幸福套餐ＮＯ．５
『』０１ˇ如果上天給你（妳）三個願望：
１. 希望Dydy, Ninizz, 笨蛋傻瓜能和他们的爱人一生一世在一起，
2。希望家人长命百岁
3。希望我和大家能考进大学
『』０２ˇ你（妳）是很專一的人嗎：你们决定吧
『』０３ˇ最深刻的回憶：我在足球比赛进的球
『』０４ˇ妳（你）是个很有信心的人嗎：一半一半啦
『』０５ˇ妳（你）很愛微笑嗎：有时啦，通常都是酷酷的样子
『』０６ˇ如果要你放棄現在的生活　妳願意嗎：不願意!!! 因为我还有好多事没做
『』０７ˇ妄想什麼樣的生活：有趣的生活
『』０８ˇ是否橫刀奪愛才是愛：不是

本問卷到此結束ˇ
點人者請至於被點者的留言版ˇ
告知被點者被點名了ˇ
『』請列出於十位被點者：

『』Dydy
『』Ninizz
『』笨蛋傻瓜
『』Yiyi
『』Kimz
『』Tang
『』Hello Kelly
『』Y2K
『』P.S
『』Ken

祝你们考试顺顺利利 ,学业进步

GAMBATEH!!!

2008-09-18T20:18:00.004+08:00

朋友们，亲戚们，
你们正在面临考试，
身为你们的朋友/表哥/堂哥/表弟
怎能休手旁观呢？
我会祝福你们，
就想当年你们祝福我一样，
考到好成绩。
考完后，
一起出去玩，
好不好？

加油吧你们!!!

If...I'll

2008-09-15T14:19:00.003+08:00

If i love you, i'll not cheat you
If you walk away from me mad, i'll follow you
If you stare at my mouth, i'll kiss you
If you push me or hit me, i'll grab you and dun let go
If you start cussing at me, i'll kiss you & tell you tht i love you
If you quiet, i'll ask you what;s wrong
If you ignore me, i'll gv u my attention
If you pull away, i'll pull you back
If i see you start crying, i'll juz hold u & dun say a word
If you scared, i'll protect u
If you teased me, i'll tease u back & make u laugh
If you hold my hands, i'll hold yours & ply wif ur fingers
If you tel me a secret, i'll keep it safe & untold
If you look in to my eyes, i will not look away until u do

If you ask me y i do so many things for u, tht is bcoz I LOVE YOU

Sweet things

2008-09-15T14:14:00.004+08:00

Sweet words are easy to say,
Sweet things are easy 2 buy,
But sweet people are difficult to find.

Life ends when U stop dreaming,
Hope ends when U stop believing,
Love ends when U stop caring,
Friendship ends when U stop sharing.

love without condition,
talk without intention,
give without reason,
care without expectation
is the heart of a truefriend...

recognise this post?...i copy it from somewhere else coz the i totaly agree with person tht post this

When a GIRL

2008-09-15T14:02:00.003+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyesful of question,
She is wondering how long will you be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few second
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than her.

Sorry!!! / 对不起

2008-09-15T00:46:00.003+08:00

对不起，
当你开心时，不能够和你分担
当你伤心时，不能够安慰你
当你病时，不能够照顾你
当你最需我时，不能够在你身边
当你闷时，不能够帮你解闷
当我们在一起，不能够和你购通
当我们开始时，不能够珍惜这份爱情

更重要的是，对不起不能和你在一起，因为，我太爱你

准备开战

2008-09-13T11:44:00.004+08:00

两个月以后就要开战啦，
每个战友都忙着训练，
段练身体，
加强防守和攻击，
每个人都很认真对待这场战。
而我呢，
就像个猪，
一值逃避训练，
躲在一边睡觉或玩游戏。
我从来没认真过对待每场战，
倒至我一值被将军骂到狗死淋头。
将军说过这场战是我们的最后一场战，
也是最重要的一场。
因为这场战将决定每个人的未来，
赢了就能升级，
去更好的地方，
输了就要离营。
我不想我的人生就这样完，
也不想比其他战友落后，
所以我就决定了闭关至到开战的日子。
在闭关的日子里，
我要追回我失去的东西，
辛苦是一定会有，
但是值得的。

My friends

2008-09-10T22:00:00.004+08:00

Yiyi is my best friend i ever had. He is a good man, always help people & a very responsible person. I start to know him when i was 13. We were at the same class that time. We joined PBSM together ,we work together , play together and even more. Sometimes i think me and him are twins because me & him are almost the same, such as we like sports (he like basketball & i like football) more than education, we don't like history subject, sometime very childish & very crazy. He always stand beside me when i was sad or anything happen to me.

I almost forget my other two good friends also known as my two little 'sisters',they are 'Ninizz' and 笨蛋傻瓜 .I start to know them when i was form 5. They are quite active, they dare to things that beyond my imagination and i was impressed. They never make me sad & always make me happy, even if they make me sad, i don't mind because they i threat them like 'sisters'

is a shame for me if i forget these 3 friends. I won't regret to have 3 of you as my friend. Love u all, always in my heart.

黄饭/DYDY

2008-09-07T17:41:00.001+08:00

Aiyo 黄饭，

当你病时，

我不问候你不代表我不关心你啊，

只是不知怎样开口，

只好在心里关心和问朋友你的情况。

但今天我不去tution陪你看电影作为补赏啦，

别生气啦。

更和况，

我觉的，

当你收到‘某些人’的问候时，

其他人的问候已经不在你眼中了是不是？hehe...开玩笑而已。

你好幸福你知道吗，

当你病时，

除了家人，

还有一位男生替你担心，

一值问候你，

一值关心你，

他还想去你家照顾你。

但最后只是买犀牛水给你。

我知道你不爱他，

但至少珍惜这位朋友啦。

爱情就是这样，

想要的，

越走越远，

不想要的，

偏偏跟着你。

没关系，

习惯就好...hehe

祝你早日康复！！！

万选上。。。

来自心里的问题和答案

2008-09-07T01:44:00.001+08:00

我好想知道，
当一个男子爱上一位女子时，
他有没有想过他能不能给那位女子幸福，
能不能给他温暖，
能不能在他身边当她最需要你的时候。
如果那位男子做到，
就恭喜你啦，
但如果做不到，
就不必浪费你的精神和时间吧。
那么，
当一位女子爱上一位男子时，
有没有想过他能不能给你幸福，
能不能给你温暖，
能不能在你身边当你最需要他的时候。
如果你有想过，
就可以爱。
如果没想过，
就想一想吧！

I would like to say sorry 1st if any word that hurt u all. I write this because this kind of question i think so long already & always keep in my mind...untill now i still cant find the answer...If u have the answer just let me know...thanks...

有人问我为什么我没有女朋友，我答我不要。其实有哪个男子不想要有女朋友呢，我也想要阿。不是我不要，是因为我有我自己的PRINSIP ，那就是，我爱一个人自前，我一定会想我能不能给她以上的东西，如果我给不到，我就会忘掉她，做朋友就算。所以到现在我没有女朋友就是这个原应阿。

有人讲我不 kao lui , 问题是，我有没有那个本事啊，竟然没有就不必啦。就算有本事，我也不想 kao lui ，因为我不喜欢玩女子，这样对女子很不尊敬。

有人讲我GAY!!!, aiyo...大哥大姐，我不要女朋友不是因为我GAY啦，只是还没找到对象。还有，有人讲我怕跟女子接触，那是因为有某种原因，希望你们明白。

一定要尽力

2008-09-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

咳!...

今天没去学校，

心里有点不安乐，

久久一次应该没关系吧。

exam is just around the corner,

我还在玩电脑，

看电影，

出去玩，

没动过书，

怎么办呢？

天生懒的我，

怎么会乖乖的读书呢?

但这次的考试是决定我的未来，

多多少少都一定要尽力，

不然就后悔一世。

我很后悔

2008-09-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

我很后悔，为什么当年我要为你而做这个决定。
当天我受到你的朋友邀请时，我很想巨决他的邀请，但当我想起你，我就接受了。
就是因为我一时冲动的决定，害了我失去了你，害了我失去了一位好朋友。
你恨我，你不理我是应该的，因为是我欠你的。
有一天我去了一间庙，许了一个愿，希望你不恨我，愿谅我，不会不理我，能在次做回好朋友。我很想跟你道歉，但我没勇气，只好埋在心里。
至到有一天，我朋友说你也想跟我道歉，我就第一时间找你跟你道歉。
最后你也愿谅了我，谢谢你。从那天开始，我就跟自己说在也不能再失去你，珍惜我们的友情。是你带给我快乐，是你改变了我的人生。我会永袁记的你。我也一定要珍惜我的身边的朋友，没有他们，就没有我。谢谢你们！！！

什么是恋爱

2008-09-02T13:29:00.000+08:00

每个人都有他们自己的爱情故事，
没人知故事怎样开始怎样终止，
缘份要来就来，没分过什么时候，
说走就走，缘份己经到了尽头，
这东西不是每个人看得那么通，
经常都会有好多盲目的时候，
有人为爱可以死心塌地付出一生
值不值得，就见仁见智你自己去谂
情跟爱要做出来并唔容易，
口口声声说爱又领略不到当中意思，
情为何物连诗人读酱多书都不知，
未曾体验过那中滋味怎会知，
命中注定或上天的安排，
这个世界那么大都可以走在一起，
总觉得生和死并不是最远的距离，
而是你面前你又不知道我爱你。

初初一开始最喜欢日见夜见，
发梦都会见面情话绵绵电话讲不完，
发誓希望两人热恋至到永远，
没想过爱情之后变感情的局面，
只是几年的感情已经没火花出现，
再勉强一起只会令人讨厌，
想讲分手但开不到口，
不要再拖拖拉拉，找个籍口解决掉他，一刀两断，
暗恋，相恋，热恋，失恋，感情好混乱，
现在的人好容易移情别恋，
婚外情，一夜情，他们玩弄感情，
三分钟热度之后忘记完所有事情，
其实只要对人不用太多的要求，
爱一个人根本不需要有太多的理由，
只要真心真意对待已经很足够，
曾经拥有还是天长地久重要，你们决定吧.

The text above is a song's lyrics written by a group of singers name MP4.
i copy their lyircs thn change a bit...the title of this song same as this title,
The reason i copy because i feel this song are very meaningful,
what they think about love was true.
So i hope u guys know the true meaning of love after reading this post and hope u guys like it...
Tht's all from me...don't forget give some comment...THANKS!!!

我！！！

2008-09-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

妒记心强的我，是不会得到我要的东西。
静静的我，是不会有很多朋友
懒的我，是不会做到我要的东西
骄傲的我，是不会有好结果
最近，我的心里告诉我，是时候找个伴，所以我就问很多人，包或我的表哥，朋友等。问他们，现在的我，能不能得到女朋友。他们讲如果我要的话，就一定得到。但，我要的感情不是三个月或三年，是永久。但是自从看了狗爱上猫那套连续居，我的想法开始变了，因为戏里面有一句话，“爱情不在乎结果，只在乎过程”。就是这句话，改变了我的想法。所以我现在正在努力改变我的以上的缺点，因为没有一个女人会爱一个有以上的缺点的男人。

这是我第一次写我的部落格。。。请多多指教。