Tonigt i wanna cry

Alone in this house again tonight,
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine,
there's picture of you and i on the walls around me,
the way that it was and could have been surrounds me,
i'll never get over you walkin away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show,
And i thought that bein strong meant never losin yourself control
but im just drunk enough to let got of my pain
to held with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes,
Tonight i wanna cry

By Keith Urban

Picture of my day dreaming...Valentines Day

Valentines Day....1 of the most important days for those couples

<<<...lovely isn't it

When that day arrives, first,i will bring her to cinema to watch movies...i don't know this is traditional or what, i just follow what those couples do only

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Secondly, bring her to a restaurant that have beaches...the reason is the following picture...

it is because more romantic...hear the sound of the ocean...feel the wind...enjoy the view...

<<< so special and cute

holding her hands...

Hug her and enjoy the romantic sunset

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1 of the most important thing in the valentines Day...Flowers...

i will give her red roses...if im rich....100 roses for her no problem for me

since Valentines day must have flowers and chocolate...that means i must give her chocolate too..but i wont give her chocolate sweet...i will order a chocolate cake for her coz more 'mature' maybe...

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Picture of my day dreaming..The Wedding

Ok everyone...since i like to day dreaming...why dont i post it all those dreams in my blog since those dreams are very, and i mean very hard to success...

Well, here the 1st one...

Since my friend said she want to marry a 外国人, then i also marry a 外国人 la...and that is a japanese girl...'kawai neh'...

i choose japanese girl coz i think thy very loyal to their husband and know how to take care of their family.

I will choose Paris as my wedding location coz Paris, is the most romantic place in the world...

and if possible, i will ask her marry to me at a paris restaurant in a romantic atmosphere

Here is how's the wedding church looks like...

grand and romantic isn't it?

And this is the most important thing of the wedding...
A Diamond Ring

this is the ring i use to propose to her...

this is the ring that we will wear it together and forever

i think this is how we look like when the wedding...hmm...

wedding cake....

if possible, the cake must vanila flavour with white cream and with some red roses or ribbon around it...

The last 1, the wedding car...

if possible, red colour...

Finished...any comment?

Hate myself

每次想回我做过的傻事，
我真是很想拿一个沙包大大力的打，
但最后只是轻轻的打墙壁，
因为我真的原谅不到我自己，
我知道接下来我不因该说出这句话，
但我已经忍了很久了，
我很想在这里说，
“我恨以前的我”