吃醋了

不知道为什么，心还是有点酸酸的，
难道开始真正的吃醋了?
每当想起你们两个，心就会开始不舒服，
我真的很想和你表白，但没勇气，
为了大局为重，只好放在心里或忘记这件事，
我真的很想知道我是不是真的很爱你，
但这已经不重要了，因为你有了他，
我也不想破坏你们的幸福，
只好在你们的后面默默地伤心，默默地哭。
真希望快点忘掉这件事，
继续我的路程。

Feel Down

你们可能觉得我过得很开心，很简单。
其实在你们错了，是，在你们面前我很傻，
很好笑，几乎每天都跟你们讲笑话，但回到家时或离开学校那一瞬间，
就开始情绪低潮，尤其是这个月。当我听到某些消息是，表面上很开心，
但，心里就伤心的很，唯一能控制我的情绪就是不理，但因为某些原因我不得不理。
每当他有心事时，我一定会抽出时间和他聊天，聊到他想开为止。
每当看到她时，心里很想对她温柔些，但为了他的未来的幸福，只好以顶嘴为称呼
没办法啦，谁叫我没用，没勇气去做某些事。
“竟然推出比赛，只好全心全力帮队友打气，只好希望下一场努力争取表现, 为自己争光"。

Honestly, i don't know how to face you like before i did, how to threat you the way i did.
I can't smile in front of you, can't cry in front of you yet can't hide from you.
All i can do is just pretend, nothing happen. But i don't know how long i can do this.
I really reallu wish i can have a short travel and avoid any of these problems.
Hope the Bonggawan trip will help me open my mind.

Action speak louder than words

Recently, i finally realised i spoke too much and did so little things.
Like they said, action speaks louder than words,
All these days i only know how to 'talk' yet didn't take any action at all.
One of the example, Love.
I always told my friends i will find this girl, i will threat her like this and like that,
but those are just words, without action those words are nothing but rubbish.
I admire few girls before but due to my selfish thinking, those girls had found their prince.
My heart full with regret and sadness.
I can't blame anyone because i didn't take any action and not even at least try at all.
All this things happen because i spoke too much.
So, i wish the next girl that i admire i will take action first, words later.