Perfect Girl

preparing some important things,
waiting the right timing,
to find the perfect girl,
before i leave this world.

再见

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记

记得要忘记忘记
我提醒自己
你已经是
人海中的一个背影
长长时光
我应该要有新的回忆

记得要忘记 忘记
经过我的你
毕竟只是很偶像的那种相遇
不会不容易
我有一辈子
足够用来忘记

Goodbye, my past

The past i really have to let it go,
so i can continue my future road,
along my journey i also need to drop smething if i have to,
so i can travel comfortabaly,
no matter which road i choose,
im sure the road will lead me to the place that where i should be,
is just the matter of the enviroment surrounding the road,
is hard to say goodbye to my past but i have to,
travel with pain , tears and faith is th only thing that i can do,
coz i have to continue to travel no matter what happen,

Goodbye! my past and forgive me!

Forgive

Hehe, recently dont't know feel a bit 开朗，feel want to say sorry to some friends and forgive them. Well, i did. Example?

1. today meet a friend in somewhere else, at some distance, i can recognise his voice and his looks at the back. The first thing i do is say hi to him with a smile and the feel is so good. and he also reply me back with a smile. i think he know that i don't so mind much already about 'something'

2. i forgive a girl that she did something 'bad' to me. It cant be denied that time my heart feel very pain that time but, as time goes by, i don't want to care that 'thing' very much because
i feel there are some important things for me to do other than that. So i choose to forgive her. Plus she not mature enough think wisely.

So as a gentleman, never fight with a girl.

Open Blog

After much of consideration, i decide to open my blog to public....feel free to come in...and leave some comment if possible...Thank You!!!

Mix feelings

Its been a while i din't write my blog. Now, Im gonna share some of my feelings and experience from the past few months at KK.

The first thing im gonna share is, i don't know isit im lucky or what, i can be friend with Jotun's owner's son and he is Gideon. Altough he is rich, but he din buy any brand shirts or brand shoes or brand computers, juz act like a normal kid with a normal family. I guarantee they are the first rich family that pretend not to be rich that i ever saw in my entire life. He offer me to stay in his house also and i feel very grateful. Thanks Gideon.

The second thing is a girl name Claire. She very kind and friendly. She willing to fetch me go to outside to eat and play. She's a nice girl also. Too nice till i don't dare to threat her very badly. Today i plan to take taxi to airport but she insist she want to fetch me to airport so i accept the offer. I can't belive i can met a girl like her. Threat a friend so nice. Thanks Claire.

That's all from me.

New Poem

In this world there are many view,
make me always looking for something new,
until the day that i met you,
makes me want to say i love you,
you are the only one i knew

Sorry Poem for you

Sending you my care,
Owe you my respect,
Rethink my mistake,
Ready and prepapre,
You are the only one i care.

Only you in my mind

Before i met you,
there are thousands of girls in front of my eyes...
But after i've met you,
only you appear in my mind...
except you,
i cant think of any other girls

感想

当你和我一起时，
我不想你做我的女朋友，我只想你做回你自己。
因为做回自己才是最开心的， 不需要隐藏自己来配合对方。

我另愿你生气我，恨我，打我，骂我，笑我。
终好过你不理我。

Last day at tawau

Today, 28th August 2009, is my last day at Tawau
since my form 6 graduation, i've sty in Tawau for about 8 months and made me very boring
i regret for my early resignation in hotel emas, if i didn't, i can gain a bit more working experience and a bit more money, but i already did, nothing that i can do.

After 3 days of packing, tonight i finaly finish it, i have to use 2 lugage bag to fill all my things, kinda many huh?
At first i wish i can study Hotel Management at UMS, since i cant so i turn my attention to Inti College study Business Administration(better than nothing


29th August 2009 will be a new chapter in my life(hope so)
So, goodbye tawau friends, see u all after 2 months!

Name Poem 2

Having you in my life,
Is the best girl i ever like,
Every time i see your eyes,
Will remind me that you are my wife.

Missing the moment that you with me,
Accomplish our goal of one, two, three,
Nobody but me will set you free.

Say i love you to you
Hope i wont get kill
Everlasting love is my only will
Nothing is more important but the bill

Name Poem

Many days pass by,
As i still stand by your side,
Support you and be your light,
Only you will be my bride,
None other than me will be your mr right.

The Three Simple Words

I LOVE YOU!!!

these three simple words,
altough is simple, cant simply say it.
even if you want to say it, do you have the courage?
just three simple words can make a man think again and again
a man rather say thousand of words to describe he love her rather than the three words
but woman only want to hear three simple words
how many man in this world have the courage to say these three words to a girl?
a few i think, and im sure im not in that amount.
i wish i have the chance to say it but...到时候才算吧！

江山易改，本性难移

江山易改，本性难移
所作所为，都是多余
因为，
永远改变不了狮子吃肉的事实
就算你改变的了，
也只是短期性，将来还是会吃回肉
这就是所为，本性难移

What to do?

what should i do to get your attention?
what should i do to make you happy?
what should i do to cheer you up when you sad?
Where should i go when we go out together?
What present should i give when your birthhday comes?
which topic should i choose when we talk?
What kind of gift should i give you when Valentines day?
what should i do to keep our relationship?
what should i do to make you love me?
and most importantly,
what should i do to get your heart?

back to your heart

Its not that I cant live without you
Its just that I dont even want to try
Every night I dream about you
Ever since the day we said goodbye
If I wasnt such a fool
Right now Id be holding you
Theres nothin that I wouldnt do
Baby if I only knew

The words to say
The road to take
To find a way back to your heart
What can I do
To get to you
And find a way back to your heart

I dont know how it got so crazy
But Ill do anything to set things right
cause your love is so amazing
Baby youre the best thing in my life
Let me prove my love is real
And made you feel the way I feel
I promise I would give the world
If only you would tell me girl

Give me one more chance, to give my love to you
cause no one on this earth loves you like I do,
Tell me

I turn back time
To make you mine
And find a way back to your heart
I beg and plead
Fall to my knees
To find a way back to your heart

You

my eyes could see you
my breath could sense you
my heart could feel you
i knew i loved you
before i met you...

Problem

when you smile,
there are millions people can smile with you,
but when you cry,
you cant even find one person to cry with you
but, there always a person there to cheer you up
stand beside you to help you
as long as you share your problem with your true friend or
a good listener friend,
your problem will be solve.

回亿

最近，
听了那些久歌，
那些当年的回亿回来了，
好想念那些回亿，
那些甜美的回亿，
一边听，一边想，
感觉真舒服，
所有压力，通苦，悲哀，
都没了，
虽然只是那短短的时间，
对我来说已经足够了，

废话寺

废话一大堆，
所以没人追，
只好把自己罐醉，
把所有记忆粉粹。

你骗我的友谊，
我不介亿，
你也不需要觉得对不起，
只好把你忘记，
消除所有回亿。

A funny birthdy poem for 1 of my best friend

Is a special day on 17th of May,
because is one of my best friend birthday,
her favourite present so hard to find,
so no present for her hope she don't mind.

I have known her quite a while,
When she talk, she make me smile,
A special friend i will always keep,
inside in my heart of deep.

close your eyes, make a wish,
wish you wont wash all the dish,
forgive me if i'm write anything wrong,
So in the end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY WONG

My First Love Poem

i rather tell all the lie,
if you ask me why,
because i don't want to make you cry.

between you and me,
is not about money,
is not about glory,
is all about happy.

for the one i care,
for the love we share,
i always there for you,
whatever it is, i'll help you through.

my love for you, you may not see,
but my love for you, will always be.

Man and women differences

The following post is copy from a website...quite funny and meaningful...n more to come

男人逛公司，是要買下他想買的東西。
女人逛公司，是要看看她還有甚麼東西可以買下。

女人一直擔心將來，直至她找到老公。
男人從不擔心將來，直至他找到老婆。

男人願意付雙倍價錢買他想要的東西。
女人往往付一半價錢買她根本不需要的東西。

成功的男人，要賺到比女人花得更多的金錢。
成功的女人，總是能夠找到一個這樣的男人。

想看清楚一個女人的真面目，要在女人卸妝之後。
想看清楚一個男人的真面目，要在大家分手之後…

女人總是希望自己成為男人的最後一個女人。
男人卻希望自己是女人的第一個男人。

聰明的女人，會希望嫁給一個愛她的男人。
愚蠢的男人，卻以為會娶到一個愛他的女人…

MP4 乜野系恋爱

I know this song is old but i like it very much, no doubt

Achmed The Dead Terrorist

Damn Funny...

Tough Decision

If you know one of your closes friend stole your money amount RM600, what will you do? Here are some choices for you

No.1 Report to the police to catch your friend and take back your money. But you mayb lost the friendship

No.2 Don't report to the police and ask him/her gives back the money and pretend nothing happen. But you will lost your trust on him and mayb one day will lost the friendship.

So, what choices are you choose?

Hang with friends

Hey,
if you ask your friend come out for movies,
have you ever think he/she already see that movie?
well, i bet you all not.

When my friend ask me go out for movies,
i just say yes to them eventough i already watch that movie,
When they ask me did i watch that movie before, i just say no,
i done this many times.
the last time i did this was watch the X-Men Wolverine at the cinema
the point is not about the movie,
is about spend some time to hang with your friends

is kinda funny i write this blog
because i don't have anything to write in these few days

Tonigt i wanna cry

Alone in this house again tonight,
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine,
there's picture of you and i on the walls around me,
the way that it was and could have been surrounds me,
i'll never get over you walkin away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show,
And i thought that bein strong meant never losin yourself control
but im just drunk enough to let got of my pain
to held with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes,
Tonight i wanna cry

By Keith Urban

Picture of my day dreaming...Valentines Day

Valentines Day....1 of the most important days for those couples

<<<...lovely isn't it

When that day arrives, first,i will bring her to cinema to watch movies...i don't know this is traditional or what, i just follow what those couples do only

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Secondly, bring her to a restaurant that have beaches...the reason is the following picture...

it is because more romantic...hear the sound of the ocean...feel the wind...enjoy the view...

<<< so special and cute

holding her hands...

Hug her and enjoy the romantic sunset

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1 of the most important thing in the valentines Day...Flowers...

i will give her red roses...if im rich....100 roses for her no problem for me

since Valentines day must have flowers and chocolate...that means i must give her chocolate too..but i wont give her chocolate sweet...i will order a chocolate cake for her coz more 'mature' maybe...

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Picture of my day dreaming..The Wedding

Ok everyone...since i like to day dreaming...why dont i post it all those dreams in my blog since those dreams are very, and i mean very hard to success...

Well, here the 1st one...

Since my friend said she want to marry a 外国人, then i also marry a 外国人 la...and that is a japanese girl...'kawai neh'...

i choose japanese girl coz i think thy very loyal to their husband and know how to take care of their family.

I will choose Paris as my wedding location coz Paris, is the most romantic place in the world...

and if possible, i will ask her marry to me at a paris restaurant in a romantic atmosphere

Here is how's the wedding church looks like...

grand and romantic isn't it?

And this is the most important thing of the wedding...
A Diamond Ring

this is the ring i use to propose to her...

this is the ring that we will wear it together and forever

i think this is how we look like when the wedding...hmm...

wedding cake....

if possible, the cake must vanila flavour with white cream and with some red roses or ribbon around it...

The last 1, the wedding car...

if possible, red colour...

Finished...any comment?

Hate myself

每次想回我做过的傻事，
我真是很想拿一个沙包大大力的打，
但最后只是轻轻的打墙壁，
因为我真的原谅不到我自己，
我知道接下来我不因该说出这句话，
但我已经忍了很久了，
我很想在这里说，
“我恨以前的我”

Free Man

Well,
start from this day, i'm a free man for at least 4 weeks
after that, need to continue my study journey.
I spent the last 3 months working at Hotel Emas as House Care Assistant,
and, i enjoyed every second of it
i've gain some experience from there and hope will help me on the future.
I really wish i can go to UMS and study hotel management...

特别日子

Today's feeling very strange,
coz the feeling is different than any other day,
特别开心，
mayb is my birthday.
And, today got a new member come in to our housecare department.
Her name is Nicol, she stay at there for 2 weeks only for her practical,
she said hotel management very hard to study but still can manage to finish it.
i gt a bit scared whn i heard she said tht, but i will face it coz i dun hv other choices of courses already.

the conclusion is, i don't know either is my birthday or that gal Nicol that made me happy today,
特别开郎，特别努力工作.
Hmm..mayb both that made me happy...
And i want to take this opportunity to thanks all my family and friends for the wishes...appreciate it...

INTI or UMS?

Sorry everyone for din't post any blog for a moment
because recently i don't have anything to write and
even have 1, i don't know how to write it out.
mayb is my result that made me don't have mood to write
my STPM result are not that good, GPA 1.92 only
don't know can get in to SABAH UNIVERSITY or not
nobody to blame but myself, coz din't study history paper more harder
if SABAH U cant get in, college is my only choice
and INTI is the best choice for me.
hotel management is my first choice of courses, tha's why i work in hotel emas.
my friend ask me why must at sabah only, cant at other places?
i answer thm, because 我不熟西马的地方，还有不习惯那边的生活。
所以亚比是我维一的选择

我想五月尾，所有的问题就可以绝决。

Porridge or Rice?

Well,
tomorrow will decide to eat porridge or rice in the future if you know what i mean,
last time all my friends ask me will nervous or not when the result comes out,
and i said no to them,
but i do nervous when the result comes out tomorrow,
the funny thing is, i dont want to go tomorrow,
why?
because i want to see the newspaper first whether got my picture or name or not,
if does, then is good news for me,
if doesn't, then i know what kind of result i have and i will be ready to face it,
funny right?

Please forgive me

it's been 3 or 4 years since the last time we talk...
i don't know you still remember that thing or not but i do...
i feel very sorry what i've done to you that time...
i just wish you can forgive me and be friends forever...
i don't want any awkward feeling when we meet one day...
my friend ask me to chase you back & they still believe that i still love you...
but when i ask myself, i don't know...
now i just wish you can forgive me and be friends together like last time...

RED moment

Can you imagine a boy like me,
who make his hair stylish,
colored his hair in RED,
wear a RED frame spectacle,
wear a RED t shirt with a white jacket or
white t shirt with a RED jacket,
along with a jeans,
a pair of white colour with RED stripes shoes,
and my favourite part,
holding a RED HOT girl's hand along with me

I cant wait this moment to come,
i feel very exciting when i dream about this everytime

It's time...

Over the past,
i've been living in the shadow of others,
no self confidence, no courage, no nothing
those darkness life i had enough
it's time for me to choose a better path
a path that will make my friends and myself happier
the only way to that path is to change myself
no matter physically or mentally

A meaningfull sentence

Recently i saw a mail..a very meaningful mail, it inspire me, so i decide to post it on my blog to share with everyone
There are ten meaningful sentences
1st,
There's dont have 100% person, only have 50% between the couple
2nd,
the more you sacrafice, the more you get, but the harder you fall
3rd,
If a person want to argue with you, that is the person that really loves you
4th,
sometimes is not he/she don't care about you, is just you think too much about him/her
5th,
if there's a distance between you and her/him, you can protect yourself, but you will forever alone
6th,
If there's a 1000 steps between us, you just have to step 1 step out, and the rest 999 steps just leave it to me
7th,
he/she very happy because you sad, is your enemy
he/she very happy because you happy, is your friend
he/she very sad because you sad, is the person that you have to put in your heart
8th,
even is believe, there's a 'lie' word in the middle
9th,
a true friend is not the matter of the endless chat topic, is the matter of even when you dont have any topic to chat with him/her, you still feel comfortable
10th,
a friend is that you can see through his/her heart, and he/she will like you too

Change

Well, i change my blog from black to red and white.
Why?, because recently i just realise black colour isn't my lucky colour and it makes me very 'down'.
So i change to red and white.
Red symbolyse energetic and white symbolyse happy? i guess

So, if you have any opinion about my new look blog,
feel free to leave some comment on the cbox or write in my 'present'
For more details please call 0168299431

When..

when you run very fast, slow down a bit, so you can see what is going on around you
when you walk very slow, rush a bit so your life will be meaningful
when you think you very clever, actualy you very stupid
when you not in a good mood, there always hv friends for you to share your problem
last but not least
when all the doors closed, there's always a window open for you

For You...

i eat so little...so you can eat more
i like to be cool...so you can say your problem & i can listen it well
i want to choose money first...so in the future you no need to work so hard
i want you to die earlier than me...so you no need suffer all the pain in earth & be happy in heaven...let me suffer all the pain for you
i want you love me a little only...so i can love you more


Love,
Mason

I...Just

I dont scare of anything, just scare you don't talk to me

I know how to do everything, just don't know how to entertain you & make you happy

I don't want anything, just want you to be happy

CHINESE NEW YEAR

Yo...last few weeks din post any blog coz busy to work & busy prepare for chinese new year activities...so sorry...

Chinese New Year is a very important festival to all chinese people to all over the world. They take this oportunity to start a new life & TRY to forget all the bad memories...All people will celebrate with joy & happiness, especially the kids, they can buy new shirt, shoes & other things to wear & buy other new things to use, and most importantly for the kids, they can get ANGPAU from their relatives and friends

Well, since is new year, then i should set new target for myself,

1st. COLORING MY HAIR IN RED (DONE)

2nd HOPE CAN GET A GOOD STPM RESULT THAT CAN GET ME STUDY IN THE UMS

3rd HOPE CAN STUDY THE SUBJECT THAT I WANT, AND THAT IS
HOTEL MANANGEMENT

Hope i can archieve this three target this year...WISH ME LUCK!!!