Porridge or Rice?

Well,
tomorrow will decide to eat porridge or rice in the future if you know what i mean,
last time all my friends ask me will nervous or not when the result comes out,
and i said no to them,
but i do nervous when the result comes out tomorrow,
the funny thing is, i dont want to go tomorrow,
why?
because i want to see the newspaper first whether got my picture or name or not,
if does, then is good news for me,
if doesn't, then i know what kind of result i have and i will be ready to face it,
funny right?